My Delirium Tremens Story With MP3 Free Download

I host #addictionrecovery #livestreams every Mon and Thurs at 9pmEST here on the #soberjames channel. I also host a 24/7 Discord Recovery Chat Room: https://www.patreon.com/soberjames I've walked in my sleep three times in my life(that I know of) Here's the story of one of them, enjoy!

I went through the visual DTS Many times After quitting cold turkey But one time I developed audio alcoholic hallucinosis days after The Hangover, the shakes and Visual hallucinations Had stopped. As a matter of fact I felt fine. Suddenly I developed Audio hallucinations That lasted for at least a week. Same word voices like schizophrenic here in their head, they were out there in the real world voices like you any day. They also work gibberish. They were Coherent voices that I can have conversations with

I can't do self-diagnosis but I think I had DTs on April 2019 and this week. Started drinking expensive beers everyday, it started to progress, I started to drink these expensive beers before worktime and when the money ended, traded to hard liquor. Lost my job as they found it and then did a "self-detox" at home back then. Thought it had the worse as I literally felt like bugs were eating my body. I undestand there was no actual bugs, but I couldn't run the feeling they were. Thought I was cured of alcoholism but I had a huge relapse last week and I was drinking, passing out, woking up, drinking. I think I drank about 1,5 liters of cheap-crackhead esque Brazilian spirit (cachaça) per day Now I stopped but it's been the worst so far now. I have a little bit of alcohol to drink every hour but I'm still suffering. Body odor started to smell like alcohol and it's grossing me out. But it's getting better. Also my mind is totaly a void. Can't remember a thing it happened recently. I hate alcohol. It ruined my life and my family's. There was once a time I was coming back from work on a bus and I was brownbagging Thought I had it controlled but I woke up on a hospital, tied and wearing diapers. I still don't really know what happened that night, but involved firefighters being called and I lost my prescription glasses. Also all of the concusions I woke up with that I just don't remember. I think they were all fights. When I'm sober, I'm a shy, quiet person. But if I'm hammered, I become violent and angry. I tried doing the "social drinking" but now I know I can't start because I have a disease called alcoholism. If I start, I don't know where to end.

After coming back from the hospital after detox, when I got home and tried to sleep. I closed my eyes and saw animals on a pathway or road, and they started to turn into super creepy moving alien like black things from closing my eyes. Was so weird, and when I fall asleep during withdrawal, I have crazy dreams where someone was in my room and would hear them walking loudly or running toward me without seeing them and I would jolt and wakeup. I'm on day 1 and slowely tapered off a beer. I have a feeling I'm going to have crazy nightmares and wake up in cold sweats. Alcoholism sucks...

I hate drinking, and yet I am reliant on it. I am a harcore combat veteran and retired police officer. I don't drink like I used to, and don't get drunk anymore. But if I DON'T drink, I am on the verge of going to the ER for "death", lol. Fucking help me!

My drinking progressed from at least 6 drinks a night to full blown binges every weekend. Started getting insomnia , couldnt sleep the first time this happened for 3 days straight. Stopped for a couple weeks , back to heavy drinking and binging. Get shakes , and body jolting violently when about to fall asleep. The last time i drank months ago , was the worst. My whole body was buzzing or vibrating. I fell asleep , but woke up a couple hours later confused, and disoriented. Didnt know where i was really, or even what i was. When i closed my eyes , my brain felt like it was firing a million ideas all at once and they were combining and morphing together before a new creation took over. They were all scary thoughts. And were attacking my brain very fast. Havent drank since. My question is, will i ever be able to drink again LIGHTLY (1-2 beers)? Because it feels like my withdrawals got worse.

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I slept walked into the backyard one night. I came to, and was like WTF? I couldn't for the life of me figure out why I would've woken up and walked into the middle of the backyard. It was one of the craziest experiences Ive had.

I had 3 years sober. Relapsed. It's been a gnarly ride. Today I've been up since 2:30am and drinking. I can normally function but I called into work today because I've realized I've neglected what I'm dealing with. I'm scared. I wish I could go to detox again but I don't have insurance. Your story is inspiring if I put myself first and have faith that all can change if I deal with my alcoholism first. I'm writing this with one eye open trying to spell correctly. Wish me luck. I'm calling my support peeps from recovery today. God I hope this changes. I miss chasing my fullest potential. Thank you for being honest in your videos

When the alcohol withdrawal happened to me about six months ago, I dreamed that I was going home, and then when I got up I was half asleep and went home like the dream time